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19 May 2009

2009-05-19T05:42:00.000-07:00

19 May 2009 - tuesday .... Nothing special ... finance situation still petty dry ... Still confuse with two jobs ... By this weekend i nv get the confirmation to go back to IMM ... I will change to other job liao . I will resign my HP job ... After two week of idling i think this job is unreliable .... anyway i did my last assignment last week selling HP really learn alot sian ...

Today UT sucks ... damn work hard man .. If not my GPA will drop one ... shit ... anyway too lazy to write more ... good luck and take care ...

Maintain 3.0 GPA for my private uni in two year time ......

Good luck and God bless ....

Struggle is on ... for two years ... before light will appear....

4 May 2009

2009-05-04T05:05:00.000-07:00

4 May 2009 - Monday ... Is may liao ... can i survive this year? I think this year i will be bleeding dry financially ... When i will build back my finance status ? I guess it will be after i graduated.

Last week I was place on reserve... is not working due to i can t make it on friday ... Anyway i had spend those time on re watching some youtube history documentary ... It really let me understand it in depth and fully than previously when i watching it. I also learn new knowledge from reading and create inter link to remember history fact properly .

Economy opportunities when not working = 0 income but a wealth and knowledge and understanding toward what i had read.

Economy opportunities when i am working = $72 * 3 = $216 .... Get the money and fund my daily expenses.

Which one is worth ? Of course the second one , However the time already past and $216 had just slip away in exchange of history knowledge and understand . At least my time is well spend when i am not working.

Hope that this sat and sunday get back to work and sell at least 10 hp in both days ..... I will try to work till july before looking for something else ... really a tough job selling hp .... Either i go apply for apple or back to my old IT company .... I just need to go through this year as next year i will only need to go to school for 3 days in sem 1 and 2 days in sem 2 and best of all is the final year .... Provide economy situation recover and my plan work well.

This is my last time to be a full time student , I don t think i have the chance and finance strength to support another full time studies . What i can do is do a part time study which provide me a degree and a master for me to immigrate to the place i wanted to go .

I will be stopping at master...... May god bless throughout this journey .....

Take care and Good luck ... wonder what is future tai ma doing now ???

28 Apr 2009

2009-04-28T03:37:00.000-07:00

Tuesday - Nothing new ..... Sch reopen liao ... A Yr 2 student and still have 1 and the half yr before graduating .... I wonder will i took the graduation photo alone or with future tai ma. Hopefully with future tai ma.

New job selling some Hp without contract ... wow difficult sian ..... only manage to sell 2 in the whole solid weekend. If i can t hit the target i think july can change a new job liao ....
No choice later i will do some product revision skills to make me more understand and build up persuasive skills on the product.

Study issue still petty ok as it is the beginning ..... maybe more difficult stuff will be appearing.
Income issue still ok only ... Hope to earn at least $650 per month to cover expense.
Family issue ... got some problems .. hope it will be fine .... Cos if really gonna happen i also can t prevent just try my best to handle and solve the problem. God bless
BG issue ... No time to find .... just let god/heaven/fate(i don t really believe it) / destiny to do the job.

Goals for this study year 09/10 :
-to get 3.2 or maintain 3 as my GPA
- to earn $650 to maintain myself
- Hit sales target everytime
- Go for attachment in next holiday
-If can find a tai ma this yr(mostly likely can t achieve)
- Clear all my module so next yr relax can go get a license

That all for today ... hope to write something like sales improve or something else next week ... Very busy liao ... try to get more time to blog ....
Cos PP is coming .... this thursday briefing and next two week must submit project scope.....

18 Apr 2009

2009-04-18T05:25:00.000-07:00

18 Apr 2009 - Sick since 16 of Apr .... got a very bad headache ... wonder why ... It still painful right now ... Hopefully is not serious .. if not money and time will be spend on healing myself....

Sch reopen next year . I hope this headache will be recovering on sunday ....I believe this is the worse headache in my life ... I must be strong as more issue will be surfacing as i progress into later stage of my life.

No mood to write more about it.

God Bless.

Take care

11 Apr 2009

2009-04-11T06:18:00.001-07:00

11 Apr 2009 - Actually i was planning how to enjoy the three days holiday ... But last minutes kena call up to work for a IT roadshow ... The pay is quite low and the commission is also low too ... damn ... But at least is still a earning which i need to fund daily expense. After all I still need to find a new part time job next week as i am working for 3.5 days next week and next next week will be my last week and going back to school on friday.

After all really miss school days ... I hope i can pull through and graduated faster as possible. Too bad i can t see her anymore after i leave my job for studies. I wonder can i find someone similar as her ? Anyway i wish her all the best in everything she pursuit. I will surely miss her and remember her as one of the important person in my life . Without her i won t be doing a reflection on my own behaviour,conduct,lifestyle and goals in life. This holiday which i manage to met her make me change a lot.

Let talk about fate as mention on last week blog

1.Does fate existed ?
2.Does fate dictate which opportunities or event you will encounter ?
3.Can we work hard to change fate ?
4.How the way will fate be effected when we are making a decision on the opportunities and event we encounter ?

1. I think fate do exist ... when we die , when we get ill, when we get into unexpected or unusual incident/accident.

2a. Maybe sometimes opportunities and events is created by ourselves. Example we choose to enrol for a music course and after enrolling people discover your talent give you a opportunity to perform. Example i choose not go out and the outcome i will not caught in a thunderstorm. The move we choose it will bring different outcome in future. What you do today reflected on your future. Journey of 1000km always start at a single step.

Choose it wisely. Each choice make cause you to meet different people and experience of your life. Frankly speaking it is complication to predict the outcome. Can fate control which outcome you will encounter ?

We been educated thus we think and consider so call our best decision. So will be better educated person make better decision to effect his/her life? Better education should have more knowledge and ways to apply to solve problems? Sometimes better education make us indecisive too .

Education call us to be caution,risk taking or avoid or fate is so powerful system that already arrange all the outcome we will face when we choose one ? Making choices really apply to our daily life too . Right choice give benefit , Wrong choice give trouble. Sometimes doing the right thing does not give you the right result ... Paradox....

Generally speaking our fated maybe is dictated by thousand of people activity and reaction which direct or indirectly produce a effect on you. ??? Am I right ? This world is all about people You action produce may effect other in directly or directly. That is maybe the how fate works? ... No people= No fate=No events/opportunity? Am i right again ? God knows.

2b.Yes fate dictate what opportunities and events we meet. Example i was born to experience historical events happen in my life time. I was born to experience the current economy downturn. I am not fated to experience world war 2 thus i won t experience it no matter how much recreation to generate the experience of world war 2 is unreal.

3. 50:50... I also don t know the answer whether can you change your fate when you work hard. Like my current holiday job boss told me ... That is fated when people don t recognise your effort or you does not have the opportunity or events to show your hard work . I tend to believe him a bit not fully. I do experience this situation do you remember the previous blog entry that i am working hard for a computer ? I plan to work two jobs and be hardworking to save up to buy a new computer. I plan but the economy downturn events prevented me from doing so which caused less OT and a temporary stop on my laptop job. Is it fate prevent me to buy a computer?
After that i am also a bit of lazy ... never went to find a new part time job . what if i went to find a part time job? what if i can t find a part time job ? Both outcome will be different if i really put a hard work to find another part time job to raise for funds. I might be using that new computer right now . See it hard work produce solution to solve problems. If you let fate to solve your problems you might never get the desire results. However have you think of the consequences of working 7 days a week ? I might get sick and waste more money at the hospital . Hard work to attempt to change fate events do have risk and gift too . It is like a fight win you get rewards, lost you might get hurt. Calculate risk carefully it is worth jeopardising my health for a new computer ?

4.I think i will use that lady i meet at the bus stop as a example ... Opps i am giving the letter of introduction to her ... If she read it fully she might just pop into my blog to read the written content. Actually i almost can t get my store man job as it had no vacancy as the boss called me three week before i am going to report. Since i receive this bad news i had trying to find other type of jobs. Certainly i went for some interview and last week before the DEC break the boss called me again and ask me to report to work(is this fate?). This is an opportunity i can choose to reject it and work for other type of jobs but i choose to accept it . If i don t work as a store man in that company I might never meet her on my way to work. What will be the outcome if i choose other job which i can t meet her. Maybe i won t do a self reflection and carry on to stay in my stubborn and lonely world . Am i fated to meet her or i had choose a option which produce an opportunity for me to meet her ? or Fate really dictate me to encounter her to shape my future thoughts?

I think this is purely a human decision making process but what if unforeseen events happen along with it. Example you take a bus to school rather taking a train to school which you mostly manage to arrive just in time. Unforeseen events happen that the bus breakdown cause you to late for school(It is fated you late for school today or just unlucky or just another human activity)

Back to the topic. Strangely i never took any notice of her as i remember the first time i talk to her she told me , she had been working with this company since Oct last yr but why then on the month of February then i took notice of her? Maybe due to i was rushing to school thus never pay more attention to the surrounding. Only this job make me have a chance to saw her everyday at bus-stop . At first never knew she work as the same company as me. I also do consider whether to approach her or not. If i never approach her i might unable to learn a lot on my personality. If i never choose to work for this company. I might never had a new hobby in reading investment books to generate wealth.

Is this fated to happen to me ? To let me awake and be more mature ? After been in directly rejected by her i do a self reflection on my attitude and personality or i can choose not to learn from this dating failure? Is it the events and opportunity that bring me to meet her shape my behaviour and thoughts which make me prepare for my future ? It see fate really works now. Why not this events happen five or six year ago ? Why is happening just now ? Lucky Not too early Not too late for me to wake up myself at this age. Fate really bring events and opportunity to change ourselves or just what we choose bring events and opportunity to happen in this way ? Paradox .....

After this long blog . I do think fate is 50% due to we can t predict how other human activities and action they do today will effect us tomorrow ... maybe that is fate. We ourselves so control 50% due to we choose and sometimes knowing what option will produce what type of outcome.

The meaning of fate is the decision we made and we unable to know their outcome. Which means the mystery outcome might dictated to happen in this way by FATE.

05 April 2009

2009-04-05T00:05:00.000-07:00

05 Apr 09 - Sunday ..... two more week to school reopen ... Still awaiting for my new part time job ... Which the days are getting closer to freak me out .... Without part time job i will be dead ....
I had went for a couple of interviews. I hope that i can be selected to be a promoter as i prefer sales job than marketing jobs.

Finance nightmare ...
I hope I can pull through this remaining two years .....With god bless
It will be slightly better after two years as i will have a full time job but still need to feed parents, repay cpf loans , maybe feeding future tai ma and give some money/gift to her parents , studying part time HRM degree , study some new language like japanese and do investment .... That how it look like after graduating and the first 3 years after graduating ....

More to come after that i think i will be sticking with loan for my degree to master studies and worse house, cars , parents , tai ma parents and much more ... all need money. I won t be stabilise after 40 s. I think it will be stabilise once i immigrated ....

Think back if i have the money ... I might solve everything .... without stress and problems. Is human life all about money or something else?

Yes is all about money ....too much money u have it bring risk (risk of kidnap or rob ) too little money u have risk unable to survive and cause breakup. I will classified as two type of threat external and internal . Too much money cause external and internal threat (as mention above both families and outsider will hope to gain your fortune ) Too little money internal threat (as mention above you will cause debtor to chase your family for money which cause breakup and insufficient fund will disrupt your living lifestyle.

Money must be balance too little you can t survive ... too much bring unnecessary risk . Just like economics theories the balance between a boom and burst (inflation to deflation) It must be balance. If you ask me which one i will choose to be rich or just sufficient ? I think i will choose to be rich . I don t mind the risk as i can use money to eliminate or minimise the risk. If i choose to be sufficient which pose a dangerous situation when unexpected event happen and you don t have excess money to solve it which in the end it will cause internal problems.

After my own reflection is year is really a challenging year and a wake up year for me . I had spend mindlessly to pursuit my hobbies which caused me to have insufficient saving to face any crisis or events. For now i will stick up straight rules and regulation to monitor my spending .... Never ever spend more or all i earn. Anyway i had stop some of my cosy hobbies which can minimise the funds flowing out but i still have expensive hobbies like travelling and collection of expensive history books which need to be regulated.

Self reflection outcome
-Money discipline and management need to be enforce.
-Be patient and try to improve my communication with opposite sex.
-Read more finance investment stuff to improve generating wealth in future.
-Prepare and plan for future which need more funds.
-I need to change myself and train to be more strong when handling stress.
-I must produce backup plan and learn how to solve problem well.
-Think more about the future and the outcome on what impact on the future for the action i did today rather than the current situation.

I had decided to solve problem one by one . By solving my current problem which is threatening my daily way of life and my future way of life , That is i must find a part time job and start working at the fourth week of April. Study hard for this two years and don t think about future tai ma issue as i had sense i am quite old and i am worrying about it . I had to agree my fears is justify ever i had a gf now i don t think i have the time for her as i need to work for 3 weekdays and 2 weekend . If i had successful selected for another part time job i will be working straight for 7 days . Furthermore PP for my poly and much more studying stuff need time on it . This is yr 2 which much of the subject i need to revise. I don t think i can pass those subject without revision them ? No time for any gf so No need to worry about this issue as i have alot of problem to solve and face minimise one gf problem will reduce my stress level. No point worrying as the problem is not exist and does not cause serious consequences at this moment.

I must prioritise my problems to solve it one only one by solving the most critical which may disrupt my current lifestyle. Rather that worry and try to solve a problem which i can t control or haven t exist.

Wonder where is she . Hope she is doing well too and i wish this site is still up when she is with me so i can let her read about my feelings and thoughts during this critical moment of my yr 2 of studies.

Had i become more mature? maybe .... God bless me for the quest to pursuit a better tomorrow.

Write too much liao ... Next week ... let discuss fate and opportunities .... does fate exist ? Does fate decide which type of opportunities you will encounter or bring to you ? Can we change fate when we work hard to against it ?

Ya my views next week ....

30 March 2009

2009-03-30T04:53:00.000-07:00

30 Mar 09 - Haha yesterday i forget to update my blog .... Time fly ... three more week to school reopen year 2 . Opps i just notice a double entry in my blog is ok ... haha

I just quitted my old part time job and going for a interview for a new one tomorrow. I hope that i can be successfully selected as I hope this job will last me all the way till graduated. I hate changing jobs. I also need to go for more interview just in case it flop. More interview is just a backup plan. No matter how hard the job I will try my best to do it. Just two more years suffering and i will see the light.

Last year I barely survive due to blessing and things happen as planned. Will I get the same result in next two years? I really scare I can t give up my studies now already devote so many resources and time . It already a all out fight for a diploma as it will be very very important as it serve as a bridge toward my degree studies. Without a diploma I can t get a degree and life will back to suffering again. Nowdays certification is everywhere without cert how to compete with others ? No choice got to fight and win this battle.

I had completed my final books selection for topics like investment, cooking and parenting. Is time for me to read those stuff to start a family if possible. I don t wish to prepare in the very last minutes. Time for history books is getting lesser but history will still be my main companion for reading. This holiday really let me learn alot of reflected a lot of myself . Why i spend so much ? Due to i have poor finance control from today onward this mistake cannot be repeat. Stricted budget and finance control will be follow.

Still abit kind of miss her as kena indirectly reject by her... ever she is older than me I still can accept her . She is so sweet and nice looking. No chance i think is my fault to be implusive and my bad communication skills and school reopen soon can t see her liao.I wonder my future tai ma can have the lookings and behaviour like her ? I will read more dating books to prevent this mistake from happening again.

I wonder is it true that you always can t get what in want in life ? Why other people can ? There is something wrong with my thoughts.

I am still trap between whether fate existed or not . Of all the outcome and thing we encounter is pruely cause by other humans activity ? Or the education and IQ level of ourselves caused how we react and our events unfold ? Mystery I will study more to give an answer one day. Maybe we can still groom ourselves better to produce better outcome which might drive away the fated events? But again activty done by other human can still influence outcome example (finance crisis) then how to explain whether is fated to encounter it during our life time or is another unforeseen human activity ? With our net age we might able to gather more data to warn ourselves from suchs events but data is not foolproof we can see unexplained bull action in wall street which is not normal as usa unemployment rate and economy downturn haven t been solved worse there is alot of bad news which hurt the company and still caused the shares to go up? Fate or human activity ?

A paradox .........

God Bless me

Take care

21 March 2009

2009-03-21T08:20:00.001-07:00

21 Mar 2009 - As on pervious entry . Today i gonna touch on my further education plan after RP. I wonder can i make it from RP? Situation look gloomy here an example : my part time job is in danger . I think i shouldn t wait for my current part time job to call me . I must find a new job at the first week of april.

I had decided to take a degree from Uni SIM after RP , a degree in HRM which i have keen interest on it. I will abandon the PSB plan due to is too expensive and the degree they offer does not specialise in HRM. So i plan to save the money and go for a cheaper Uni SIM course and i still need money for pursuiting a master degree in future. The master degree will enhance my chances to immigrate to another country by the age of 40.

I wonder will the plan flow smoothly ? After so many event happened i tend to stick back to the idea of fate really existed. See what on my pervious blog entry .... I plan to buy a new laptop which cause a shift after my laptop job come to a halt . I change my budget again to build a desktop . Ever all those plan does not move smoothly as i thought as my current holiday jobs does not have much OT thus desktop plan need to be shelf up. But the money for building the desktop went to spend for other things which might make my life better in future.

Many event had happened during my holidays which produce deep reflection and thinking for me. Which might change my life and views. This holiday i learn that i am really bad in communicating with the opposite sex which might explain the outcome why i am still single ...(after pissing off a potential tai ma) After reflecting my past action i plan to read more on dating and relationship to improve my understanding on dating and relationship. I also wonder the money i spend on my hobbies like history books, traveling and plastic model tanks are justify. I never regret my action . However i think i should use money to invest and use the profit to fund my hobbies. Not using those hard earn money to fufil it. Is a kind of really a lesson learned. The money i just spend on books for dating and investment will be crafting my future. I will use those knowledge wisely i make my life better and get what i wanted.

Hereby i declare my new hoBby . I had stop my plastic model tank hobby . I still have a lot of boxes of tanks here and there . I don t think i will have the time to complete them all in my life time. My New Hobbies as follow , reading history books(i also wonder i have time to read them all estimated 300 books possessed by me now ), travel to historical site to explore(hope to travel with someone la) , listen to classic music , collecting history books , reading investment books and doing investment.

Economy is still in a mess . Too make doubts .... which i am still quite inexperience to predict and come out the answer for it . I will read more to obtain those skills .

Yr 2 poly . I hope god bless me and let me pull over it . It gonna be tougher than last year . Wonder how much time would god give me to fufil my goals ? Word are all words ... that action to keep it going is hard. (Seeking fortune for a better lifestyle ahead)

14 March 2009

2009-03-14T07:38:00.000-07:00

14 March 2009 - Saturday .... It show third day .. tomorrow last day ... what i had bought ? I bought a new 320 gb external HDD and a 4 gb thumbdrive for my part time job . I wonder how the heck my part time job is going about . I will be calling the manpower guy , I just can t wait all the way . I need to find a new job to finance my studies ... Stressed and worry .... critical yr 2 .... Next year will be better due to i can attend lesser day in school. So i can work more part time jobs. This year must go through ... Bright or gloomy future is depend on this two balance year. Without a diploma i won t be able to pursuit a HRM degree. Rich and poor depend on it ..... Good luck and God bless on this quest.

Haha after reading so much books ... Life is just all about numbers . Numbers measure time,age,power,achieve and almost everything. Success is depend on how much time god willing to give you to achieve it. Example ever a 90 year old strike a lottery is also consider success due money is a tools for us to measure success . Success in this term means how much your asset for obtaining better life . Unexplainable events we always refer it as a work of god by blessing,fate or luck. So never ever judge a person success until the last minute of his/her life. He/she can be on the path of success but God/Fate don t give you time to achieve it .

How much time i have ... 27 liao ... target 34 setup a family ... But where is tai ma ... 38 immigrate to somewhere else..... 65 retire so i can read my history books until buy coffin ... hope to die at 90 or 98 haha .... Will god give me time to stay so long ??? I wondering .. just counting on....

About books . Haha i have currently 5 books on forex exchange ... going to finish one book by this week and start 2 more books on next week . Before school reopen i am buying two more books on equlities ....Learn more on investment to fund my expensive hobbIes

Example there still 78 history books need to buy, 10 books on family grooming (When got tai ma then buy if Not forget it ) still got 6 more investment books to buy . I think those 100 books is enough for me ... i still have 300 plus books at home i think 50 of them i had completely read but of course will forget one la ... I wonder can i finish the balance 350 books ... ever one day one book also can t finish until my blackout day come .

History ? human have few thousand years of history mostly pre historical was not recorded as they haven t develop event recording habit ... I don t think i can manage to kNow every history . I only can choose the field i like try to specialise it. So 400 books is enough for me . I will stop when i achieve this 400 collection.

I found that blogging is quite interesting as you can read back pervious entry ... All entry will change against time as it uncover obstacle which might aid or screw up your plans ... haha desktop will build two years later after graduated ... All the plans and estimation went into drain .... as two year later the technology must be better and must re study their configuration.

Write too much liao for this week . Next week talk about futher study plans haha .

As i say life is all about numbers .

9 March 2009

2009-03-09T05:01:00.000-07:00

9 march 2009 - Monday ... working .... and 5 more week to school reopen .... Sad , Stress , Fear and Worry ....

Sad - still single .... How come now i have the feeling of loneliness when i had lunch and dinner alone ? I had do it alone for 27 years ... Strange weird for me to develop this type of feeling now . Really sometimes is boring to be single but the advantage is obvious ... You only have your own problems.... When you are in a relationship you will have double problem .. yours and your partner to resolve.

Stress - Spending too much money liao ... what i hope that those FOREX books i bought will bring me back some fortune one day ... is a educational investment . Read more so i will understand the market and play well ... Stress 2 when can i start back my part time job ? is almost april liao ... i think of finding a new part time job if there is no news on early april. Stress 3 i really wonder can i find a gf ??? a nice and good gf just like the lady i meet a month ago ?

Fear - Financially fear ... when can i start work again ? why is my pay delay again . Those savings i had now can t support till next feburary ... Fear 2 school work and academic fear ... so many science module ... can i score what i want ??? I just hope a B ... so i can apply my degree course in 2011 .... Fear 3 what issues in life will time uncovering for me ? smooth or rough ride this year and next year??? wondering le ..... 2 more yrs to graduated Hope i can make it.

*Hope i can have a gf to take my graduation photo ... if Not really very lonely le....*
*Either go to japan for a week or two week after graduation for thanks giving plan liao some where during december *

Worry - Same as fear la .

Astrobiology vs religious thoughts ..... I seen to believe in astrobiology more ....

Is life pre- destinated or ? .... I think is half/half ... you have a choice everytime when we make decision and the level of consequences to bear .... Either you solve the problem or you cock up the problem. Everything is 50%/50%

I really need to stop a while for my history books . Time to read about investment and relationship books to polish myself . To control my spending and create fortune to fund my expensive hobbies and also to change to personality toward opposite sex to be more patience ,understanding, tactful and behave like a gentleman ... as i am damn old liao ....

Doing those changes is to prepare a better life ... To stop my lonely life and share my history knowledge and tour around the world with HER ??? but where is she now .....

I think time will uncover it for me whether she existed or not .... so does every event time will uncover too.

01 March 2009

2009-02-28T22:05:00.000-08:00

Sunday - Wow is a long time i nv blog liao . Is already march .... 1 and the half month more to school reopen . I wonder can i go through this year smoothly ? The economy downturn do have effects on me . My part time job come to a halt , OT getting lesser , Plan for new computer need to be shelf up.

However this holiday let me learn alot and a wake up call to change my personality. Time for self reflection and re think .

Firstly i had declare i had stopped my plastic modelling hobby . After spending so much money and still a number of plastic kits haven t completed store inside my room . A question do i regret on my spending ? I don t think so everything you do bring a new knowledge to you. I had learn more about weapons system through plastic models . I would certainly precious those kNowledge.

Secondly i will still buy history books as my personal collection but i will spend 200 dollars per annum to do it. Total of 70 books need to buy after that i think i should stop too due to running out of spaces to store them.

Thirdly i will read some books on sales tactics to boost my part time career and some books on forex investment and some more books on dating and relationship. So a temporary break from history books.

Lastly i will try to save money to invest as my hobby are very expensive .... need excess money to fund them . I don t think i will use my hard earn money for tours and history books collection right ? Currently i am single but those hobbies is still petty expensive as i can feel it during the last two year trip to korea and japan . What if i found my tai ma ... still need to support her and her lifestyle ... I also need to plan for retirement and family planning. To manage money is Not easy .... So more lesson for me on this.

This holiday really give me alot of reflection and wake up call ... I am petty old now ... still haven t have a good career yet ... time to wake up my bloody idea to reduce spending and improve my communication skills.

This year indeed a tough year , 5 day study , part time job , maybe some training , 2000 words report, science and maths modules to struggle and need to support myself and family .....

Hope i can go through it ... next year it will be slightly better due to last year of school. Can t wait to go back to work .... and get my degree ....

God bless and take care

14 Feb 2009

2009-02-14T05:32:00.000-08:00

Saturday - Not working .... hope to get my laptop job back by march . If not i really need to change my job . Sadly to say this is the toughest year for me ... I think next year would be better due to is the final year of poly study. I need to go back to the work force fast .... save more money to prepare for rainy days.

Medical check i went yesterday seen to be all ok . So i need to train up for my ippt but family stuff held me up for today training . So i hope next week i can train myself. However i plan to run once every week in my school once the the new semester start.God bless me going through this year. Hopefully i can find my true love and she will accept me.

No matter how stressful am i ... I should stay positive ... due to if i able to live to a ripe age more issue will come by and need to to resolve thus this might be the beginning where things go not as plan and unexpected things happen caused me to amend my plan and objective to cope with it.

Ever i can t find any partner .... I won t go to an extend to look for overseas bride... due to i would like to find my true love . I don t think money can buy true love . Overseas bride are bought over by money ... is money or love after both of them is married?

Lastly to end my today blog . One of my friend ask me a rather interesting question. He ask me " Do you think you are born in to this world for a purpose" ?

My answer : Yes of course to support and keep human activity functioning.

Thus everyone play a role thus think carefully why you are here.

Take care and God bless

Again , hope to get my job back and sell more lappy , Get good result , find a tai-ma, great health for everyone. I really wondering what is potential tai-ma is doing .......

11 Feb 2009

2009-02-11T04:52:00.000-08:00

11Feb - Wednesday .... much things had happen ... just this blog is never updated due to my laziness .... My sales job came to a stand still ... still wondering in the air ... whether should i wait for the job or find a new one ... it seen difficult to find a new part time job in this gloomy times ... also OT had been cut for my current job .... Plan for 2k laptop had been shelf and re amend to meet my current finance strength ... with brain storming and careful calculation ... 1.7 k laptop buy from school ? or 1.7k desktop ? of course i will prefer desktop ... seem i am going to spend the money might well get a ATI cross fire X MSI motherboard ... going for quad processor for my games ...of course up today is 1.7k but hopefully it will price will drop to 1.5 k in IT show ...

It must be drop due to i7 processor is already out ... Reading from MSI main website ... Intel is better ... and ATI graphic is also better .... thus come out with a solution by using intel processor and ATI graphic ... due to budget issue ... no sound card will be install this year and only 4 gb ram will be install ... next year then i install sound card and up the ram .. also i am using ati 4630 DDR3 512 mb graphic card with cross fire link ... but according to the MSI testing manual it only provide 4850 testing result ... i wondering only 4850 accepted or ??? i need to clarify ... due to 4850 DDR 3 512 graphic card is still bloody expensive ... 200 plus per pieces .. i need two pieces .... wow i also wonder can it support 4850 1 gb graphic with cross fire link? many question still need to do the research ...

My wish hopefully all go well ... more OT and get my sales job back my late Feb or early march the latest ... if not i am changing my part time job ... not worth waiting and risking ... too dangerous liao ... i need that part time job to finance my study and myself ...

Potential tai ma spotted ? i try to approach her one day to find out more ? "potential " i wonder will i fail again haha ... time will tell ... seen like this year valentine is alone and quiet again for me .... worse ... no job for me in weekend until further notice ...

Plan screw up ... Plan need re planning ... all due to subprime crisis ...

Take care and Good luck .

30 Jan to 1 Feb 2009

2009-02-11T04:40:00.000-08:00

30 Jan - Friday ... this week seen like only a bit of OT ... wow if continue like this i don t think i can hit my earning target ... but today i went out with my former army colleague ... watch cliff 2 ... a bit of out of the historical fact ... and they play too much fire ... in the later part ... create a lot of air pollution sian .... Neverless nice movie and the action is there .... but for fact and historical reference wise ... is a no no for me. Now days all the historical movie had become fiction to attract general view ... no everyone like me would keen for the accurate story for the whole length of the movie ... to most of the general viewer it will consider too boring for them ... But sadly i am the rare type who perfer facts ... but i need to blend in the crowd and the market ... Just watch and enjoy the action haha .....

31 Jan - Saturday never work .... why le ? I recall over that area is effected by chingay ... thus sure no one go there shopping due to road closure and all other reason ....so don t waste time and money from the company right ? Have a rest ..... still have the new yr mood on my mind .....

1 Feb - Sunday .... work ... lucky manage to sell one laptop ... but i left at 2100 to attend jaz birthday party ... i think ever i stay for another hour ... it also won t able to sell one more set ... over there is damn poor ... so many budget brands and how the 1.3 k going to sell ? there is 8 in 1 of every customer whom intend to buy from my brand .... i will send a mail to my boss ... ask him for advise ... good luck . Oh i reach home at 1 plus ... miss the last train and share cab home with kubbon and jerome ...

What is more worth ? Money or friendship or emotional friendship ?

Of course emotional friendship ... the psychology mark ... of course positive one la ... negative one you will make enemy rather than friends ...

Those mark will engrave into their memories ... thus outing need money and time are well invested for emotional friendship and experience ... to leave a positive and strength bonds on the other side .... haha

20 Jan to 28 Jan 2009

2009-02-11T04:24:00.000-08:00

20 Jan - working ... nothing special ... haha getting lazier and lazier to update my blog .... actually i think i no need to recall or making missing entry . I believe this is my last time doing make up entry .. In future i will only update the latest info or details on thing happen or experience on that particular day.

21 Jan to 23 Jan - working .... new year season coming ... haha hope it will be a better year after all and everything go smoothly.

24 Jan - selling lappy ... wow what a bad closure.... i achieve ZERO sales ... tomorrow i won t be working is new yr eve ... hoping for a better week next week.

25 Jan - New yr eve ... guess what i am doing ? ... the same old thing watch youtube ... play games .... watch youtube .... play games ... and eat dinner with parents ... I wondering how long this pattern will last ..... if got partial tai ma ... means haven t marry to me yet ... marry then is tai-ma ... the pattern will change ba..... play games .... go tai ma house to eat dinner .... then go walk walk ... see a bit of different le ... how finding a tai ma can change my life ... where is she sian ????

26 Jan - 1st day chinese new yr ...same as last yr ... went to materal grandma house ...then go for prayer ... Got four major wishes
*Get good result in studies*
*Sell more lappy *
*Great health for everyone in my family *
*Bless me to find tai ma *

Hope it will come true ....

after that watch a movie with cousin ... then come home liao ... finally i can sleep late and have a good rest .....

27 Jan - 2nd day chi new yr .... this year abit of special ... i nv went to my uncle house haha ... stay at home watch youtube ... play games ... back to the old cycle ... I need someone to shake me up ... Ya maybe i should modify abit ... read books .... read books ... ??? maybe?

28 Jan - 3rd of chi new yr ... wow working liao . The three day rest seen like only 10 minutes....sad last year is a long weekend year le ... too bad .... hopefully next year calender will be better ... like start work at fourth day of chi new yr ?

19 Jan to 24 Jan

2009-01-31T17:46:00.000-08:00

19 Jan - Back to work.... got OT today haha ... is already holiday for me ... where most of my school mate is still attending their last week of school. Nothing special just hope to earn enough money for my laptop. Full of goals to achieve by using financial resources thus hope it all go well after all.

20 Jan - Work and going outing with my NS friend at holland village and eat at hawker centre.... Anyway i had already decided to take F8VR instead of M51V due to couple of reason . The graphic card offer by M51V is a Nvidia 9600 GS version thus compare to ATI 3650 . I think 3650 series is slightly better than 9600 GS series both can clock up to 2815 when is using share memory. Secondly due to save money. Lastly i still wonder when i am buying it march or june IT show... maybe june they have new models ... like ATI 4850 or nivida 9800 graphics card laptop for sales... Let me consider ..... Again money is the limitation for me to proceed or pull back ....

21 Jan - Work ... got OT today again ... nothing special just try to earn more and chinese new year is coming real soon ...

22 Jan - Work and half day off .... I took a half day leave for going back my school to listen to the new time table and examination scheme ... wow 9.15 am lesson begin ... haha i think i won t be late for school again . The sad thing is the 3UT system ... that means i only have one trump card to play with .. I must score well for third UT in order to be succeed . Anyway i also enquire about the attachment . I hope i can go during my final yr in RP. Anyway more to come PP ... and a lot of new stuff to do and study.

23 Jan - Friday ....work ... nothing special .. no OT . I went to super market to buy my own food .... tomorrow working at suntec ... so boring ... i don t think i can sell haha due to the new year period.

24 Jan - Saturday ... Work ... Sell zero laptop for today ... That what i knew due to new year period is coming ... not working tomorrow .... i hope next week sales will be better ... what a messy storeroom and a difficult assignment for me to achieve. Take care and Good luck.

25 Jan - Sunday ... chinese new yr eve ... i remember when i was young the time pass very very slowly at the eve of the chinese new yr . Maybe at that time does not have much activity thus i felt the time was running slowing . But now time really flies ..... i was watching some documentary online and suddenly is 6 pm already .. wow that is fast and expected to be going to over real soon ... What my chinese new year wish ? Sell more laptop,excel in study, great health for family and get a girlfriend . Only four wishes . Let see will all fulfil ? haha ... take care Happy chinese new year.

10 Jan to 18 Jan

2009-01-24T07:33:00.000-08:00

10 Jan - Saturday ... working ... sell no lappy ... only one 12 inch ... quite difficult to sell hopefully i can sell it away tomorrow ... I receive a call just temporary stop work thus no stock .. wow plan screw up liao... neverless try to work for tomorrow as my last day before going for a break.

11 Jan - Sunday ... working ... almost never sell one laptop ... lucky last mintue got someone buy from me ... that last new set of 12 inch ... with luck and blessing ... last week of school for me before going to yr 2 ... take care and work for new laptop . Good luck for future sales.

12 Jan - Monday ... schooling ... nothing special..... Take care

13 Jan - Tuesday .... same as yesterday...

14 Jan - Wednesday ... same as yesterday...

15 Jan - Thursday ... went to chinatown get some new yr stuff with meishan,kubbon and chong da... A fun trip and a rewarding one manage to find cheapo new yr snack . Hope i can successfully go through this year. Good luck and Take care

16 Jan - Friday ... Last day of school for me i will be going back to work next week ... Work work for money and goals in life . Good luck

17 Jan - Saturday ... Work selling laptop in the city area ... is a very difficult place to sell laptop here ... thus no sales achieve today ... Petty scare ... might get sack if the result continue to go like this .... worry... abit of stress .. neverless i try my best .. god bless and good luck

18 Jan - Sunday ... Work and sell laptop ... with luck manage to sold two ... still have number of stock to clear .. i hope can achieve it before i left this shop and waiting to get back to my old posting over there i hv more confident to sell ... good luck and take care

29 Dec 2008 to 04 Jan 2009

2009-01-06T05:16:00.000-08:00

29 Dec 2008 - Monday ... working 2 more days to 2009 ... after all last weekend achieve ZERO sales on laptop and this coming weekend i will be going to chalet ... thus it will be no sales. Working no OT today . Hope to get OT in future . However it look gloomy due to the economy situation.

30 Dec 2008 - Tuesday ... working too ... No OT . I hope to after i return from the two week of school i will have more OT waiting for me to work . Without OT i won t able to achieve the earning target ... after all i still need to depend on the laptop sales ... without 12 pcs a month there will be no 600 bucks ..... Anyway still haven t got my pay yet ...shit. Tomorrow new year eve yes ... going out and spend money ... It seen this week will be spending more money than earning it. Take care

31 Dec 2008 - Wednesday .... Work half day ... Met wilson, edwin, chen xiang and yong chuan my old colleagues at 5 pm . As expected they will be late ... so i take my time and meet then just in time. Intend to eat steamboat but change to seoul garden ... The variety for seoul garden is getting lesser and the food standard is dropping... after dinner yong chuan left us. The three of them follow me to walk to marina bay ... to look at the new yr celebration event . Look nice and colourful ... sadly still single haha ... hope 2009 can find someone else ... after that we walk around the city area spend money to drink ice blend chocolate ... we celebrate our countdown on killing zombies ... haha at a lan shop in park lane ... reach home at 0200 . Quite enjoyable ... total spending is $45 bucks ...

01 Jan 2009 - Thursday .... Sleep and rest at home after the burning of my pocket ... waiting for my sakae sushi order ... $70 bucks spended.... wow money keep flying ... hard to earn back sian... Nothing special as tomorrow still need to work ... haha take care Happy New Year.

02 Jan 2009 - Friday ... work also don t hv OT ... after all i need to go back to school for the remaining 2 weeks ... nothing special today but tomorrow got class chalet need to attend ... again money fly liao haha .Take care

03 Jan 2009 - Saturday ... chalet ... i leave my home at 3 plus arrive at 4 plus ... buy some simple BBQ kits for them and spend additional $35 bucks and include $20 bucks of chalet fees .. wow $60 plus spending after all .... Is quite happening and enjoyable event ... Nicely organise ...
Stay one night at the chalet .. and leave for home at 0730.

04 Jan 2009 - Sunday .... Reach home at 8 plus ... sleep at 9 and wake up for lunch at 12 plus ... watch some youtube about history stuff . Suddenly feel abit kind of tired at went back to sleep at 3 plus and wake up again at 6 plus for dinner .. Nothing special as school reopen tomorrow ... Looking forward to meet back my friends . Take care and Good luck

23 Dec to 29 Dec 2008

2008-12-29T04:01:00.000-08:00

23 Dec - Time flies .... 2 more day to christmas ... haha tomorrow working half day ... and today i hv OT for two hours. I hope that there is OT for me if not my plan will crush completely. I won t able to earn enough without OT and without the minimum sales in Lappy. Of course i hope i can achieve it all. Take care and Good luck

24 Dec - Christmas eve ... work half day and rest. Nothing special due to no money for celebration ... going to bear with it and graduate with a diploma to have a better job outside.

25 Dec - Christmas .... by right need to do models tanks ... instead go and watch Youtube ... gain a number of knowledge .....working tomorrow ... Take care

26 Dec - Work .. by right need to attend siti birthday celebration ... but the boss don t allow ... so selfish .... already quite late after work ... thus i not decided to join them . Instead work two hour OT to gain more money. Saturday and Sunday .... sell lappy again .

27 Dec - Saturday ... no new stock yet thus only left a 12 inch lappy ... never sell anything . Hope i can sell the only unit tomorrow. Take care

28 Dec - Sunday ... no one looking for 12 inch lappy .... thus no sales today ... sad ... if no new stock and no sales i won t able to meet my personel aim and target to earn that salary i wish for . I won t be working on next week . I hope that there is new stock when i come back on next next week ... Hope i can achieve my sales target.

29 Dec - Monday work .... nothing spccial ... feel a bit tried ... I am going to sleep early tonight ... still need to work tomorrow . Take care and Good luck ..... 2 more day to 2009 ... A better 2009 and may my wishes come true ....

15 dec to 22 dec 2008

2008-12-22T04:02:00.000-08:00

15 dec to 19 dec - Monday to friday holiday break ... after send some many resume i still did not manage to get a job. I went for a interview on tuesday still ... no news for any work. Stay home and relax ... waste the whole week watching Youtube .. However i am glad to learn alot of new knowledge while watching youtube. Actually i plan to fix models ... but in the end i nv do it . However with blessing i receive a call that there is a job for me ... Haha i can work and save money for study and new laptop.

20 Dec - Saturday ... manage to sell 3 laptop ... wow so happy and lucky ... Hope to clear all the stock so new stock can come in .... Good luck and take care

21 Dec -Sunday ... manage to sell 1 laptop ... ok la ... at least hit my minimum target , however i hope to sell more and maintain the pay i get .. due to i have a new target for my laptop ... Both MSI GT 627 and ASUS M50V can be consider ... if price issue i will choose ASUS M50V but for performance wise i prefer MSI GT 627 w/ nividia 9800 GS 1 GB DDR3 . which is superior than ASUS M50V w/ nividia 9600 GS 1 GB DDR3 . Work hard toward target .... Good Luck and God Bless.

22 Dec - Monday ... work in my old workplace ... quite a little thing had change since i left 5 yrs ago.... However time really flies .... 5 yrs ... hope to get through fast .... By 32 get a degree by 38 get a master and by 40 immigrate ... hopefully it will pass by as planned ... don t want to screw up as just like my pervious time.... I know what we want might end up what we don t wish to have... I know i am abit kena of selfish however all human have ambition .... i also understand there are a lot of people unable to performance or getting into what they don t wish to have. Hopefully all went well. God bless .. I call corbell today haha ... they are bring in GT 627 yes ... but must be very very expensive ... i see how much i am going to earn and plan accordingly ....
Good luck and Take care. 9 more day to 2009 ... yes

12 Dec to 15 Dec 2008

2008-12-14T23:52:00.000-08:00

Ha ... i think gonna be a quite long blog ...

12 dec 2008 - Mei shan birthday and also the last day of sch for the 3 week holiday ... After all the event ended at around 2030 .... I really admire kubbon have the determination to learn how to play a birthday song by using a guitar ... quite soft ... but he had tried very hard . I can see that due to i had learn guitar b4 at sec 4 ... Not easy k for a guy like me don t hv musical talent ... even a recorder i also did not manage to learn it haha ... I only know how to enjoy only ... ma chiam like King ... For me if next time Tai ma want me to use guitar ... i will use laptop and play the birthday song online ... U can say i lack of determination or something else but i think i will spend time learn plan else to make tai ma happy haha.

Say so much about tai ma .... she is not exist yet le ... where is she ... in sch ? or some where else ? or not exist at all ?

13 Dec 2008 - Saturday work until 1800 ... and manage to sell one laptop and went to primary sch friend gathering ... wow all either is married or having relationship .. only left a few still single ... obvious one of them is me .... I am really surprise and enjoy to meet them them after so many years also let me recall how i behave during my primary sch year ... super funny sian ... that is my growing stage ...everyone need to experience it before we learn ... Of course my son and daughter if any will go through the same growing stage and expose to more high tech stuff compare to me at that time still playing hot wheel or matchbox cars ... I wonder can i be a good father .... If i let them to this world is making them suffer if i nv do my job well or is better not to bring them into this world so they won t be suffering ... Let fate to decide ... God Bless.

14 Dec 2008 - Sunday work ... and manage to sell 1 laptop again ...that is quite low .. however i would hope to at least 2 or 3 laptop per week. Nothing special to write about ... hope to find a job to fund my new laptop next yr . I would like to test ASUS again to confirm their quality and MSI still give me a positive experience ....

15 Dec 2008 - Monday ... stay at home slack ... Tomorrow need to go to interview .. hopefully i would able to get a job ... quite desperate cause need to save money for laptop, spending on season period and expense next year ... Anyway 15 more day to new year 2009 ...time fly .. so does shit flies ... more and more events unwarp ... it is a bless or shit .... time will tell ... furthermore next yr ... is studying major liao .. good time ..... man .. i really need to maintain my gpa 3 all the way until get my cert .. quite difficult ....neverless can t avoid it ... good luck and take care

05-12-2008 to 08-12-2008

2008-12-08T05:08:00.000-08:00

05-12-2008 - Friday .... maths lesson just sneak through ... nothing special to write.

06-12-2008 - Saturday ... work ..... manage to sell 2 lappy and 1 net bk .... not bad . However still far from achieve my target. Hopefully tomorrow can sell more. Good luck .

07-12-2008 - Sunday... work .... again sold 2 lappy . Still need to achieve target ... hopefully i can manage to achieve target next week . Tomorrow is public holiday ... a chance to rest finally .. also to complete my games ... haha .

08-12-2008 - Monday... rest at home and play games ... manage to complete it. However my plastic model haven t manage to complete it ... Hopefully this holiday season i can manage to clear some of my plastic model and clear my room for a new laptop ... Due to no place for a desktop as i have too much plastic model on my table. Few more days to 2009 ... a better year next year . Good luck

28/11/2008 to 30/11/2008

2008-12-01T06:11:00.000-08:00

28/11/2008 - Friday ... thought can get pay ... nnb .. Cock up again ... i si bei poor liao ... lucky still got a bit of money .. can survive for few week ...holiday soon ... i must work work to earn money to save for raining days ... rough days ahead....

29/11/2008 - Sat not working le ... due to going for some test ... hope to get selected ... i wanted to have some experience to be a police officer ...also can have one more uniform to collect haha ... not special to write about ... looking toward the future....

30/11/2008 - Last day of Nov ... 31 more days to 2009 new yr ... 2 yr of my studies ... time flies ... Working today .. manage to sold one laptop and one net bk ... sale poor .. sucks ...lucky it have a price cut .... if not confirm can t sell ... Hope to sell more laptop next few week to clear the stock ...still got 13 laptop to clear all 1.7 K and above one. Good luck .

21 Nov to 23 Nov 2008

2008-11-23T17:17:00.000-08:00

Friday , no working on friday anymore thus more time to rest at home ... looking toward holiday soon. I also considering to change my part time job due to there is stress on the sales result . Everyone know that economy is quite gloomy thus everyone is reducing their spending.

Saturday- Poor sales effect all brands and furthermore . Customer going for cheap and budget laptop rather than expensive and high performance types thus is quite hard for me to sell . ZERO for today laptop sales. Tough Tough ....

Sunday- Saw couple of old friends/ex colleague shopping .... Thanks to my ex colleague support i manage to sold one laptop ... In the later evening i almost manage to close one but after telling a lot of stuff to him .. is still fail to trigger his buying. Oh .. with my colleague assistance i manage to sell one epc .. haha thanks . Strangely sony sold 8 laptop today most of them is quite expensive model... Seen like gloomy economy still have people go for spending. I have nothing to say when people choose sony over by brand ... due to sony is quite very famous which non IT people will understand how good is my brand. The other factor is the choice of colour and design that sony put on it really can attract people. It is also a famous household brand.
However sony is really over charge in term of spec but sony invest on design thus it understand human psychology well ... we go for beautiful stuff thus it attract alot people buying it ... I will buy a sony to test in future haha.

Summary- gloomy economy somehow affected me .. maybe i should change plan on spending due to i am worry what if i can t find a high paid job on holiday .There is a lot of uncertain events is better to reduce spending and save up money for the raining day ahead.

14 Nov to 16 Nov 2008

2008-11-16T17:18:00.000-08:00

Yes , one more month to 2009 ... then is yr 2 liao in poly ... more tough things on the way.
target set
-Find a holiday job 2k salary per month
-Reduce spending
-Save more money for next yr
-Desktop 2.4k by late feb

2009 dec then buy books and the last list of my plastic model (Anyway no time to build model tanks due to study and work ....) Books i will still fork out time to read it

Friday ... not working haha ..don t feel like working .. Anyway just sold old hp laptop for $1050... Where the heck my pay again is 14 nov liao ... why the pay always cock up .. lucky i have money ... if not i eat air ...

Saturday... working ... no laptop sell ... ZERO ... really there is lesser customer .. due to gloomy economy... Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

Sunday... Working .... last min manage to sold one ... some more his budget is only 1.5K i manage to ask him to buy a 1.9 k laptop ... 400 bucks exceeded ... Thanks to him if not i won t achieve any sale ..God bless...

Sales really stressful ... i am considering to switch job ... stressed ... every week need to worry about sales .... so stress.

Hope to maintain this laptop job until next yr dec ... then i will consider to switch .. wow still got 12 month to go .. very tough ... neverless good luck .

Holiday season on the roll .......

07 Nov to 09 Nov 2008

2008-11-09T23:16:00.000-08:00

Friday- never work due to revision ended around 1700.... Nothing special .

Saturday - work from 1pm to 10pm manage to sell 1 laptop and with the help of a colleauge manage to sell another one total 2 laptop . Anyway that my return customer .... thus lucky they come back and buy a set from me.

Sunday - work from 1pm to 10pm manage to sell 1 laptop only ... is ok at least 1 laptop. Somemore a high end one ... sadly i still haven t sell my old hp yet . I need to sell it due to i need to build a new desktop . Target build by feburary 2009. Nothing special to write .... UT period .. until next holiday . My target to earn 2k per month during holiday to meet my needs and wants haha.

05 Nov 2008

2008-11-05T07:05:00.000-08:00

First time i am using a blog to update my birthday events..... It had been the one of the best in my life due to my dear W15J ians come together to celebrate my 26 birthday for me....

Plus alot of wishes from previous colleague in army , By sms or written wishes on my facebook . I am deeply appreciated for a effort them to remember my birthday.

Celebration happen in RP today at W16L classroom with a delicous chocolate cake (A bit kind of reflect to the scene in dec 1944 where german army capture a america chocolate cake during the battle of the bulge . Where this chocolate cake is flow from america to everyone in europe battlefield as a christmas dinner. The care can stretch from thousand miles ever in bad times) . Very meaningful indeed. After that i kubbon, mei shan , Jerome and Me went to saki sushi to have my birthday dinner . It will be better when the rest could join in .

Strangely i only make one birthday wish ... I should have wish for 3 more which is quite important to my current life . However time changes and make me change my wish too.

Now is to study and get a 3.0 GPA diploma and a great health for family and hope to achieve my personal sales target for laptop.

March towards year 2 get a dip and work hard for the next phase of life ....

*Really a bit kind of worry yr 2 due to there are quite a number of pure science module *

Good luck and Take care

and thanks everyone for the wishes and gift ... very very meaningful.

31 Oct to 03 Nov

2008-11-03T17:47:00.000-08:00

31 Oct - Last day of oct liao going to nov .. two more month to 2009 ... Go retriver medical report all look fine ... that is good .. means no need to waste money. So i can work toward my target for building a powerful desktop. Sales sucks today. Good luck tomorrow.

1 Nov - Saturday .... work .... SALES SUCKS AGAIN. Hope to have some sales tomorrow... really economy gloom.

2 Nov - Sunday .... work ... poor gloomy economy caused less customer .... however with luck and blessing i manage to sell two lappy. Quite ok after all .

3 Nov - monday... school reopen ... still got 6 more problem before going to yr 2 ... really worry what happen in yr 2 .... Sure of course i had firmly decided to build a desktop for gaming ... More games on the way ... Red alert 3 and starcraft 2 .... After graduating i will buy a new powerful laptop for on the move usage ... it will be 14 inch or 13 inch ..not anything smaller or bigger than that. That is all .. hope to sell more laptop and sell away my old HP laptop.

31 Oct 2008

2008-10-30T09:28:00.000-07:00

Wow last day of oct liao ... time flies .. just update this blog at 0030...

Just a few hours ago ... i mean yesterday la ... I went to kubbon house to cook jap curry for the W15J rians .... Thanks Kubbon for the kitchen loan along with utensils... and Thanks the trust from the W15J rians to make this event successful.

Neverless ... this is really my first time preparing food for almost 11 pax sia ... Mostly i prepare for 2 or 3 pax ... this is my greatest record ... It took quite long almost 1 hour 45 mins to produce the first jap curry instant noodles ...

In materials are
-2 pack of large jap curry paste (med hot favour)
-4 Chicken breast meat (Boneless) + 3 waste chicken parts...
- 15 pack of instant noodles
-6 potatoes
-1 pack of mix vege (only the first round) + waste 1/4 pack
-12 cup of 200 ml water

Actually jap curry resturant is very common in japan ... also quite cheap ...mostly serve with udon,ramen or rice ....

Hope to cook some japanese steam egg in future ... and jap girls the best ... they will cook bento for you if they interested you ... jap guy really lucky sia....

Enough talks .. tomorrow need to go to work .. hope to sell at least one laptop .... and 2 more on sat and sunday ...

Sch reopen soon .... UT -2 and 3 also coming thus need to work hard to score at least 3 gpa this sem....

Roll and Roll of events unwarping .....that is life .... haha

Take care

24 to 27 Oct

2008-10-27T08:39:00.000-07:00

Friday ... yes.. next week term break... need a well earned rest and target to complete that model kit ... MUST complete by friday ... working for 4 hours ... nothing special ..that all.

Saturday ... Only sell one laptop ... so sad ... thought of able to sell at least 5 ... sadly every customer said they will come back again ... so sad. Hope to have a better tomorrow.

Sunday ... manage to sell 9 laptop ... still miss one before hitting a target ... however i am satisfy already .... Tomorrow holiday yes ... anyway after this road show sales ... i still need to work hard on sales ... at least 3 laptop every week. Holiday coming soon ... work work work to earn more money . Good luck.

Monday ... nothing special... just slack all the day ... hope to work on model kit tomorrow ..
Good luck and take care

23 Oct 2008

2008-10-23T05:50:00.000-07:00

Time some fly ... UT 1 all over but my typing speed had been reduce terribly ... i have a number of uncompleted question. Damn it will sure effect my result, However i must recover all those score at UT2 to UT 4 in order to get GPA 3 or minimum to maintain 2.9.

One week break coming soon ... other countries is having winter soon ... thinking back of last yr or other time when i was working . This is the time to go oversea to relax ... but this yr and until 2010 i won t have the money to travel around ... anyway i hope that i can continue my tour at 2011 ... next target "taiwan" then china then europe and then america ... when can i travel with my love one ....? God will tell , Time will tell ....

Tomorrow will be friday ... hope to sell one laptop ... i am not that greedy on sales target ... hopefully can sell at least three this week. After all dec is coming soon ... i must work hard at john wiley save at least 2 K for next yr studies ... still got 2 yrs ... Anyway i don t know what awaiting for yr 2 ... so scary .... wondering ... actually no point wondering ... time unwarp alot of events for you to meet and encounter ... see whether u can survive it or not ...

Hurry graduated ... go to my next phase of life toward 30s yr old ... Hope my kids (if any) don t repeat my foot step wasted so many yrs ...

ya one more time ... good luck on NP application ... hope to get selected this time and study maritime.

Target - dip in offshore engineering
2nd target - Specialist dip in offshore engineering
3nd target - Degree in offshore engineering

Wonder i able to achieve it or not ... good luck

18-19 Oct

2008-10-19T08:52:00.000-07:00

Saturday work ... rush to MSI service centre due to my recovery program is not working ... I must have the recovert program due to is bloody important .. Due to RP gonna re format my MSI .. if i don t hv the recovery how the heck i am going to sell it in 2 yrs time . Rush back to work at 1 pm .

With luck and blessing i manage to sold 1 laptop.

Sunday i must die die sell 2 laptop is my cut off date liao ... Say say say .. I manage to sell one and kena shoot by customer ... due to no stock .. What the ? wHy so hurry to get a laptop . Good things must wait one .. Haha ...

Got sell two more le but meet with predictable circumstance ... one credit card no money ... hope tomorrow he really come back and pay the installment ..so i can earn money

Second case ... don t want to pay 500 deposit ... shit .. i think this chance quite slim due to he might just go other shop to buy it .. If he come back also consider my score ... on next next monday after his reservist.

Sales really stress .. worry no customer ... every week need to score ... if not eat shit liao..
Economy quite gloomy .. my HP laptop still no one grab it .. hope to sell it away ... if not i can t change a new one ...

Talk so much going to slp soon ... more money flies ... pls don t spend too much ..

Save for medical check for my HEP B on dec ... $200 flies again ...

Target minimum 12 laptop per month , Maximum 14 per month ... I am not that greedy and sales is a tough thing to me .... Too honest don t know how to lie to customer .....

Take care and more more laptop sales.

17 Oct 2008

2008-10-17T07:14:00.000-07:00

Finally here come my MSI EX400 ... Quite light and slim sian ... After compare with my old HP laptop . Is kind of Hot when switch on for 15 minutes ... still testing but the graphic power better than HP . Windows rating is 3.7 for MSI and 3.4 for HP. quite a minor gap..

It will replace my sch laptop and use it until graduated .

Next target . Hope to sell my DV 6 to buy a new DV 5 by October ....

Actually no need to kind of a hurry .. but laptop must sell fast if not the price drop like shit .

Eager to sell DV 6 to get a DV 5 to test test.

After that i decided to settle on it liao ... i don t hv the ability to catch the technology which run fast than my money.

Lastly after the body check up the doctor say i look fine le ... doc say i worry too much liao...
Really mah ? I had become so healthly consicious is a good thing anyway .

More money to lose .. New DV 5 , Medical follow up , Ultra sound for liver , Blood test for liver.... Work harder on holiday to gain back those money.

Take care

16 Oct 2008

2008-10-16T08:19:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow pon sch to go to hospital for check up ... Sure got some problem ... hope that is not too serious .. at least few tablet may cure ...

Suddenly got a 1 cm lump on my neck ... shit ... bad health = to waste time + plus money .
Hope nothing serious ... still need one week before the health report come out ..

Finally MSI laptop is coming tomorrow .. I will fetch it ... Test it ... finally let see MSI hold it name or not ... Start from friday and i will use until i graduated ... Put some games inside for stress testing .....

After looking at the HP offer for student really tempting to sell my older DV6000 for a newer DV 5 ... quite power spec ... i was attracted to the 512 mb graphic ... other than that .. all ok only the processor is T7350 series centrino 2 wow 6MB 1066mhz ... power

After calculation don t know right or wrong
DV 6 = 2.4 G * 800 MHZ = 1920 MHZ on 6MB cache(my old one la)
DV 5 = 2.0 G * 1066 MHZ =2132 MHZ on 6 MB cache (My target) = 11 % faster than my old one...

DV6 = 256mb 8400 nivida graphic
DV5 = 512mb 9600 nivida graphic
Further more 20 % to 25 % faster graphic compare to old one .

I guess the ram is using old 677 mhz one ... i can buy 800 mhz DDR2 myself ... 3G to install it

Harddisk 250 ... I think ok ... if not buy external ... i scare i fix myself will void the warranty sian

So inresistable offer ....

Target to get it at dec or next yr april ... from HP or from school.

I will post my dear MSI tomorrow.

Tomorrow also check up ... Good luck .. hopefully nothing major happening ... cos waste money and time to get well.

Take care folks

9 to 12 Oct

2008-10-12T07:47:00.000-07:00

What the UT .... die liao ... hope to get a C+ lol ... Very difficult cannot understand .

Work on Friday ... score 0 sian .... Work at Sat lucky ... the customer come back and score 1 piece if not none again. Work on Sunday ... score 0 again .. what the .... How can i survive ... i hope next week can score at least 3 bah ...god bless .

Everything almost the customer wanted to buy and suddenly change their mind ... don t know what the heck happen .. the economy or my sales tactics sucks ... Neverless i try to buck up.

The pay still haven t come in .. I really want that MSI laptop to test test sian ... when my bloody pay come .. almost miss two month liao ....

Hope can get it by next wednesday without problem sian ... Then wednesday or friday can go buy laptop liao.

Nothing really special to write about . Take care

Target 3 laptop next sat and sun ... cos friday got body check up ..

Confirm my body got problem .. but pray for a minor problem so can save money ....

7 Oct 2008

2008-10-07T07:33:00.000-07:00

What miss two question in UT 1 ... so many words no time to type .... thus hope to get at least a B sia...

I think my myopia getting more and more serious ... don t know why le ... got infect or expose to too much computer ... but last time i also been expose to computer in my army days le ... how come nv feel the increase of my myopia ... strange.

Anyway tomorrow i bring my spec to replace the lens ... is quite a new spec and nv wear it frequently ... thus need to replace the lens and at the same time measure my degree ... Hope it won t exceed to much .. if not after graduation ... save money for laser ...

It all because of the last time stupid thought that wear spec will look nicer ... stupid .. however i think that if i nv force myself to get myopia sooner or later will get it ... I can see now days kids wear spec at the age of 6 ... some worse 4 yrs old .. No choice la we been expose to technology ... unless technology can modified and reduce the chance of getting myopia.

Hope to get my pay soon so i can buy and test out MSI laptop ...

Take care

06 Oct 2008

2008-10-06T07:22:00.000-07:00

Monday ... communication ... haha one of my favourite ... Hope to get a A .. haha

Tomorrow will be UT 1 ... i think all UT 1 will be held on October before the term break ... one week ... desperate needed that term break.... to rest to rush finish the plastic model which long over due....

Nowdays my body bloody strange ... sometimes can slp well .. and sometimes can t ... don t know why ... don t tell me is liver inflamation ... wow shit liao ... However on and off body sign can t really determine what wrong .. so nv go see doctor ... also see doc is not cheap .... $30 ... plus nowdays the inflation and all the finance mess by USA ... i don t think it will be over soon most likely it will recover after 4 yrs later which also means my bond maturity .. shit hope i can get more money back after all ... hope i can still get a job in Dec until april ... of course the most important is excellent health without it i can t work well too. Need to work and save money to survive throughout my life in RP until graduated ... see so tight ...

No matter how gloomy the economical world ... it won t stop me once i got my pay to buy a MSI laptop ... to test it reliability ... Sadly i can t get GX400 ... so no choice i get a EX400 to test it ... i think for testing no need a expensive laptop ... a value type will do to test it really hold it brand name .

Hope i can get it by this friday ... really tough as i don t have my personal laptop ... i hate using school laptop as my personnel one as the system is so fragile ... prone to be corrupted easily when use as personnel.

I will monitor my health ... once got problem .. i will visit a doctor right way ... I will go for a total body check up on 29 oct along with specialist appointment ... Hope everything come back fine ... or at least nothing major which can heal in the period of one week if hospitalise. So i can achieve my Plan "EM" (Plan "earn money" in holiday) to recover what i have spend on and also to support parents .. haha .. good luck

Take care with great health for everybody.

03 to 05 Oct

2008-10-05T07:56:00.000-07:00

Friday .... Kena invited back for my ex army unit celebration ... wow feel kena honour ... still got people remember me .. so touching ... Anyway a nice event organise by all the section commander .. keep up the good work.

Saturday ... working ... sell 0 laptop ... shit need to sell at least 2 tomorrow ... in order to maintain the performance.

Sunday ... working too ... Manage to sell 1 laptop ... $1998 .. strange le ... the customer budget by right is $1800 ... in the end he went beyond budget ... anyway thanks to him if not i will score 0 sales again ... However at dinner time i manage to discover there is a roadshow down stair maybe that the reason for the poor sales performance for this two days ... The most shocking discovery was the model that i sold to the customer was selling $1798 .... at the roadshow .. I was like what the ???? ... Maybe that is really fated... He is fated to bring home that model with that serial number as i write in my first few blog entry .. This "fate" theory really works ... I also feel sad for him sian $200 dollars le maybe his 2 or 3 days pay ...he also try to save money and maintain his budget however in the end ... what the ???? roadshow ... Neverless i wish his laptop live to his expectation ... can survive more than 4 yrs without problem same as my first laptop DELL ... from 2003 dec to 2008 Jan power le 5 yrs and trade in with few hundred dollars back ...

Write so long .. time to stop ...

Life is full of event ...until one day we die ... then it will start another event ... it is a cycle ? when will it stop .. no one know le ...

World peace ... Sell more laptop ... Great health ... Hope to find "tai ma"
Take Care folks

30 sept 2008

2008-09-30T20:25:00.000-07:00

Last day of sept ... Oct is coming ... few more months to 2009 ... still far from 2010 dec towards my graduation.

Sold my old laptop and waiting for the new one to come.

I felt like i had been become more and more unhealthy after leaving the force? What had happen? No idea... I need to go for a total body check on oct ... need to spend money again ... Medical service in SG is already expensive .. Hope all is fine .. but i know there must be at least a minor problem on my body. Get well soon ... What a busy OCT .. 6 oct medical check cost $70 , 29 oct morning body check up $200 and the same day afternoon specialist checkup $100 ....

$400/- fly liao ... if got problem ... more money will fly .. Hope there is no bloody problem sian ... if not holiday is not for work ...is to stay at hospital waste money and insurance ... God bless i need money to feed myself and do a lot of thing like getting a license ... bah bah bah...

Aim for GPA 3.0 UT 1 coming at 7 oct ... 6 oct must skip sch for medical check up. 18 Oct still got some test .... Ya on the 27 oct need to visit MSI dealer to discuss on my new laptop .... Haha can t wait to test MSI .

So busy on OCT

27 to 29 sept

2008-09-29T06:53:00.000-07:00

A... couple of days never update liao , Anyway this weekend i was lucky i manage to sell 4 laptop those price are at least 2k with the highest price is 2.6k . Hope that next few week can maintain the same sales performance.

After alot of consideration i plan to sell my old laptop at $750 ... lost a lot .. however with new centrino 2 chip out i think that the price liao . The more i delay the more i lost thus need to be hurry . Again after much thinking i plan to buy GX400 MSI laptop due to it have a centrino 2 chip and armed with a 9600 graphic thus it wouldn t be out dated so quickly thus no point to buy EX400 which cost around $1488 due to i saw it core 2 exterme is coming out at dec soon ... latest by feb next yr and also DDR3 is out thus if i buy the EX400 the price will sure drop to 800 at the month of dec .

Why not save more money to invest on GX400 .... Hope it does not cost more than $2000 which include GST and delivery charges. If i manage to get it .. it can mean that i am the only few GX 400 holder in singapore. It is too expensive i can only buy it in dec by the time the price will drop ... again get cheap centrino 2 laptop haha.

Take care

Wish to get a MSI and buy a starcraft 2 to play with it .

29 sept 2008

2008-09-25T00:18:00.000-07:00

Goal for october buy a MSI laptop and trade in my 10 month old laptop.
WHY?
Due to my 10 month lappy equip with a old ATI 2300X 128mb graphic card, I am expecting some starcraft 2 games this year thus i need to equip with a newer laptop with a OK graphic card to support the games.

Target MSI ,EX400 cost :$1488
http://global.msi.com.tw/index.php?func=proddesc&maincat_no=135&cat2_no=269&prod_no=1522
Intel centrino Core 2 Duo T5750 2.0GHz CPU(abit old but still better than my old T5300 1.73)
250GB HDD (After Free Upgrade from 120GB)(wow big hdd le)
2GB Ram with Limited Lifetime Warranty (After Free Upgrade from 1GB)(i will buy ram myself)
ATI HD3450 3D Graphics Card with 256MB VRAM(better than old one )
1.3MP Webcam
14.1" WXGA Screen
SuperMulti DVD Writer
Wireless LanBluetooth
6-cells Battery(maybe can last 4 hr ?)
Microsoft Vista Home Premium
FREE: Travelling Optical Mouse + Stylish Carrying Bag
Warranty: 2 Years Limited Local Warranty/ 1st year Limited International Warranty(ok la i will change laptop once graduated)

Laptop i use before:
Dell 2003 to 2008 (ok la not for gaming)
Asus 2005 to 2008(excellent laptop and motherboard for performance)
HP 2008 to 2011 (ok la not for gaming too, of course it will replace by ASUS after graduated)
MSI 2008 to 2011 (I would want to try Sony or Mac or ? )
Target to try most of the brand and gain experience on it

So much of a IT stuff on my blog .... Back to games when starcraft 2 is out haha.
Take care i will write some other stuff next time

20 cum 21 of sept 2008

2008-09-21T08:53:00.000-07:00

Saturday le... only manage to sell 1 lappy .. some more is with the help by others ... however other brands manage to sell more lappy than me ? what happen ? Is my sales skills sucks ? Maybe ... then i hope to at least can work until next yr dec then switch another part time job. Why next yr dec ... Cos is almost last yr in poly liao .. after struggle in the third yr is back to workforce again ... and need to work and save money for overseas university ... Most likely i need to jump back to history again but my english sucks ...how to score well in history. However i believe practice make prefect ... write more standard english i will improve it . Should i start now or ????

I think better go back to engineering as the standard of language is not so demanding.. But think it back .. I will also need to migrate to canada.. No matter how .. in the end i need to improve my standard in english.

Sunday .. Again with the help of others i manage to sell 4 lappy . I should say is a combine effort. I believe that others manage to sell more is because of the crowd move towards their area rather approach mine. Secondly they have more free ware than mine .... also cheaper .

Actually i found a interesting reason .... Do you believe in fate ? Example you fate to buy this brand of laptop with this particular serial number you will buy it . No matter who approach you or which cheaper laptop you encounter. I think is fate .. Fate to sell 4 means you will get 4 , No matter how hard you try and also luck play a role .. example a crowd which have no interest to buy approach your area .. no matter how hard u try they won t buy it . A second example is a crowd who is committed to buy , of course will manage to buy . I discover that some laptop already offering at the cheapest value still no one wanted to buy it. How come ? Is the laptop with this serial number is waiting for its fated master to own them or there is other element around it ???? There is so much thing on this floating planet which thousand of year ago numberless of scholars are also unable to answer or conclude the wrong answer which corrected by the next generation.

Fate ? What is Fate ?
= My living time on this world ? (26 still counting ... aim to die at 90 but wish to live til yr 3000 .. crap )
=Number of people(like or dislike) i gonna meet?
=Number of achievement/failure?
=Number of money i gonna earn/have?
=Number of things i own/buy?
=Number of events/mess i gonna encounter ?
=Number of illness i gonna suffer?
=Number of places i travel ?
=WHO IS MY WIFE ? (very important haha)
=Number of gf/mistress? (Please i am a good man faithful to wife) but what if fate ?
=Number of kids(legal or illegitimate) (please refer to above so no illegitimate kids) but (please refer to whole sentences again about the what if ).
=Position in society ?
Stop too much crappy shit liao .. Think so much for what. Uncontrollable , Maybe god in heaven have patch and arrange everything for me liao .. like fated to know the W15J and fated to create blog on sept ..

Plenty long blog but is time to sleep take care .

19 Sept 2008

2008-09-19T08:48:00.000-07:00

Is friday ... everyone look forward to it but i don t , cos i need to work . Went to city to collect leaflet and rush back to jurong again. Today score is 0 for the four hour sales.... as i said it depend on luck to sell at least 1 lappy at 4 hours. However i will try my best to sell at least 4 lappy during weekend . My target per month is 12 lappy maximum and 8 lappy minimum .

Some people ask me why i set the target so low .. cos lappy is quite hard to sell as they are many cheaper brand around. Strangely people don t go for quality and warranty .. However is ok is a open market everyone will have rights to buy everything they one .. furthermore each brand have their own selling points. People can live without laptop but people can t live without food . So you all understand the theory of Needs and Wants ?? Needs is what we need to survive . Want is what we want to have to satisfy ourselves .. Economics theory le haha .

Some lesson for boy and girls and fans .. You can t understand history if you don t read economics, geography and politics. Actually socialogy, psychology and culture is equally important to understand history however the three points i mention perviously is the most important tools in order to understand the history.

OK end here if not more words to come.. My target to achieve my laptop sales target ... Huat Huat .. Good luck and take care

18 sept 2008

2008-09-18T07:52:00.000-07:00

Ha yesterday nv update ...

Happening yesterday only left 2 team ... the lesson ended at 1545 .... power and maybe can get C for it . After that go out with jaz,chong da,jonger and ben walk walk at causeway point . Also having dinner with sheena and kubbon. but they leave early . When i reach home is already 2230 liao and sleep at 0000 after everything is done.

Today also quite happening ... Only left 3 team ... i almost wanted to pon class one .. but don t want la . at least i stay i can learn and maybe can get a C grade . My maths and sci still sucks don t know when will master it ... so sad .. those two is important subject for mankind to excel sian.
Lesson ended at 1555 . After that i had my dinner at causeway point .. with kubbon,sheena and jerome... I reach home at 2030 . Anyway after reading a book about imperial japanese navy . I found a name rather cute ... "KAMPON" sound nice right ? KAMPON Leow wow maybe can consider ... Ha "KAMPON" is actually the steam boiler for most japanese oil firing ships la . They burn oil to heat water to produce unsaturated steam to turn the turbine so the ship can move.

Maybe i should end my writing here ... still wanted to go oversea travel sian ... alot of place haven t visit yet . Need $$$$ at this age ...will spend a lot of money for alot of thing de .

Take cake haha ... is care not cake .. you can choose cake when u r hungry .

16 Sept 2008

2008-09-16T07:11:00.000-07:00

Enterprise today ... haha , i think maybe can get at least a B bah ...

Tomorrow is science, I will try to like the lesson .... and that means i will still hate maths .

Actually today nothing special to write about .... I try to write what is life when i am free ... Plan to replace my laptop and camera after graduating as i am not going oversea due to no income ...so a replacement of camera won t be necessary ... I will going for either sony or fuji as i am looking powerful flash and zoom capability. My old lumix flash really not so strong , as the pic in my msn proof it .. is still so dark after on the flash .

Maybe i should set a target where to go after graduated . Of course first is taiwan,australia, japan(maybe at this time married liao), korea,europe, US , middle east(selected countries only).
After reading books is time for a field trip to enjoy historical building and site ..... what a beautiful world after all.

Work hard toward the goal .

Ya almost forgot tomorrow got education fair , time for me to get data from australia university, UK university , SIM and PSB ... of course la .. i won t have the result to go to local uni one ... Haha

15 Sept 2008

2008-09-15T08:09:00.000-07:00

Three day nv update liao ,

Friday ... late for class haha ... try to be on time. After sch work for 4 hr .. manage to sell one lappy haha .

Saturday . Work for 10 hours .. also manage to sell one and clear warehouse stock.

Sunday . Attend my ex superior wedding dinner... Before that intend to pick up my hp ... WT .. the shop closed .. Plus i am late liao . so no choice call cab .. 20 bucks to get there ... Wow Army No 1 uniform really quite nice .. too bad i nv draw it and took a pic as a memory. The dinner started late sian .. if i had predicted i will take a MRT liao and save the money .... However i manage to meet my ex colleague and some ex superior there...

I really need to plan liao i hope to get marry by 32 and latest by 34 ... maybe need for 38 tables le .... Marriage cememories really cost like bomb sian ... 6 yr or 8 yr from now the $10 will worth like $7 liao ... Work hard save hard(cut down in history books but still got 60 books to buy le ) ... to plan a very very nice one .. With cartier ring and a trip to japan and korea (Is a must cos i need to go to the shrine and thanks for the blessing). I try my best to give her the best.

As i am writing now .. i am wonder where is my future wife now ... what is she doing? .. where she is ? Do she exist in the first place ? Hope this website won t shut down .. I must show her what i write le... Very tried liao ... Need to sleep and tomorrow is enterprise .. haha one of my power lesson.

Take care and World peace

11 SEPT 2008

2008-09-11T05:53:00.000-07:00

Time flies already 7 yrs since the tragedy of the twin tower in new york. It show how human introduce new tactics to achieve its aim.

Today is my maths lesson , Actually is kind of a bit easy but it is hard for me due to i don t understand the worksheet. Lucky with professional help from Sheena i manage to understand the problem at the very last minute. My PPT was complete by my team- mate , A bit guilty sian ... I nv help out the PPT le . Poor brandon do the PPT alone.

However tomorrow a great day ahead . Why ? Cos is my strong lesson Communication module . Hope to score well and try to assist my teammate whom they assist me during my weak module days .

Tomorrow need to work le ... again so fast . But sunday got wedding event . When my turn to issue those red ticket ?? Will i able to issue them ?? Time will tell so boy and girls you got to wait

haha

Pen off . Take care

First posting 10 SEPT 2008

2008-09-10T05:19:00.000-07:00

Finally... With friends from the W15J help , I have my personal blog . Of course i will try to update regularly and as accurate as possible for my daily events happy or sad ones i will still publish it online.

Today science topic is quite OK but again my calculation skills screw up , Luckily my team assisted me . I don t what grade i will get today . Maybe a C ?

As usually my trump card subject is Cognitive, enterprise and communication and aim for a GPA of 3.0 for year one .

Planning ahead for my studies. Hope to get some info on australia or Uk universities ... Or maybe if i wanted to switch to business field i will get info from PSB and SIM academy.

From today onward this blog site will offical take over my dairy .

More posting to coming and maybe history books review too .

2008-09-10T02:07:00.000-07:00

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